Is hard to breath

but i know you'll take my hand and help me. Why the distance? Why i cant be on your side? I love you, and this is the only thing I know is true now, because my mind are a mess now, and my life too. I dont know what way take, or what choices do. Could you help me, please? Could you , God, say to me why you have to spinning us apart? Why our hearts could be together, but our hands no? Why?